Self discovery

The thing about it is

I told you about me

Cause I knew about me

It was nothing new to see

The road to self discovery

But then you came along

And it took me back to a dark place

I ran away from

But somehow I’m in the same space

I thought I left behind

Smokey mirrors in my mind

Now I have to rewind

Back to the road to self discovery

But I always love to build after I fall

It’s something close to me as I recall

I been doing it my whole life

Xoxo BlueLadyLake

History of Color Blue in Art

⛓️‍💥women only🤍🪽

A bluelady was what spirit named her

It came from their voices

To my ears

I’ve known her for years

Transformed my fears

Into a tranquil atmosphere

A cool toned hemisphere

Sensual serenity

Is what I embody to be

There was no coincidence

When she gave life to this

Xoxo BlueLady Lake💋

Atmokinesis

I told the sun to go away

The clouds came

I asked for you to stay

I heard another name

Love isn’t for us

I have a blank canvas

We weren’t building on Gods word

That’s why the devils moving us backward

When is it time to let go of

When I no longer have anything to show

Not a smile

Nor a laugh

Just an old photograph

Of what I used to be

💋BlueLadyLake

Although my body is mostly water
My spirit is fire and earth
Where I gave birth
To a balance of me
And a new way to see
I relax and unwind
On my own time
Spirit does not rush me
Only slows down and trusts me

💋 BlueLadyLake

The quiet in the house scares me

Do you dare me?

I want to start an argument

I need the toxicants

The loud in the house is safe

Someone else’s strife

Not mine

Putting something like that behind

Something I’m not used to

Is like having something you never had

So how can I be mad

As something I always prayed for

But was never prepared for

🦋

Absence

Yesterday i was high

Today I am not

My brain melting like a pot

I rest on the biggest rock

Knowing I cannot stop

My kid watching me

I am watching me

My heart aches as I let it go

I get around the same people who hasn’t grown

It detrimental to my family’s health

Knowing certain ones can’t stand me

I hear it in their voice

God gave me a choice

I thought I needed what I used to accept

Not making enough room for new I’m laying in debt

The tables will turn

They’ll ask where I went

Not even knowing they’ll feel the energy that I spent

✍️BlueLadyLake